Living with a chronic illness is anything but easy. One has to learn to balance coping with the symptoms and having hope of a day free of them. Pounding headaches, painful and obnoxious seizures they are like a plague that never ends. However, that is not the main focus of this blog post. I have written to tell you of the joy i have found. The lovee that dwells in my heart has turned into giant oceanic swells that flood my world. I have a beautiful husband who never fails to make me smile. Every day he tells me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me. He'll call me in the middle of the day just to say so. And he encourages me to seek out God. What a blessing!! Speaking of which, I have found my love for Christ again. Late at night, I've begun praying...and worshipping. This blessing bundle of CHrist and his gift of a spouse has given me hope in my despair. Do I have it that bad? NO. I am blessed.